Friends, I have not been in a good place. I have been tempted to open the front door, walk out of it, and then just keep walking. Except that I actually was abandoned by my father so I thought I would be better than this. [socialpug_tweet tweet=”So many of my awesome women friends seem to be adrift, seething, angry, sad, and lonely. It’s especially infuriating because we have such good, comfortable lives full of people we love and want. #motherhoodunfiltered #momlife ” display_tweet=”So many of my awesome women friends seem to be adrift, seething, angry, sad, and lonely. It’s especially infuriating because we have such good, comfortable lives full of people we love and want.”] I don’t even feel love for my children. I mean, I LOVE MY CHILDREN, but I don’t feel it. It’s as if all my deep, terrifying love for my kids is buried under 8.3 billion pounds…